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Robalini's Note: Cathy O'Brien is probably the most famous alleged CIA sex slave ever, thanks to her autobiography Trance Formation of America. That said, she is (along with Brice Taylor) the most controversial. Controversial, because she names names and make allegations, most of which have yet to be publicly verified.
It is because of this controversy that Adam Parfrey of Feral House asked me to write an article for Apocalypse Culture II, titled "Uncle Ronnie's Sex Slaves". Likewise, it was this book which inspired a review of TFOA by Jaye Beldo for The Konformist.
Recently, Mark Phillips, the husband of Ms. O'Brien, had found out about the review by Beldo, and sent him an angry letter threatening to have him put in jail and sodomized. Naturally, neither Jaye nor myself were amused.
But after I cooled down a couple weeks later, I realized that Phillips was being flippant and perhaps a tad unwise, but I couldn't say it was something I would be too far above. I sent him an email offering to talk, and we soon did. (I would also speak to Cathy over the phone as well.)
One thing I did do was apologize for any negative characterizations I had personally presented in my writings. They are there, and you can read them, but I feel I should've asked him about the allegations against him before I wrote about him in any negative manner. To Mr. Phillips credit, he accepted my apology, and, more important, never asked it nor expected it.
I also offered to publish any writings of Cathy or himself he'd like to see in The Konformist. They have taken up my offer by including some poetry by Ms. O'Brien which follows below.
Needless to say, we welcome more information from Ms. O'Brien, Phillips or any of their supporters. At the time of the Beldo review or my piece in Apocalypse Culture II, I felt there wasn't enough skeptical criticism of note available on the subject of the books by O'Brien and Taylor. I can now safely say that is not an issue. I can only hope that others will then continue in informing the readers of The Konformist with various opinions on this (and other) subjects.
"I WAS A SEX SLAVE FOR THE CIA!!!"
Trance Formation of America: Mark Phillips Replies
Trance Formation of America: The Lone Nutter Replies To Mark Phillips
Choices come with free thought - something I'll never take for granted. Even after deprogramming the past, it took some time for my brain to be able to make choices since I had only followed orders for over a decade. Mark and I literally exercised my brain so that I could get past the "black hole" left in my brain from mind control so I could begin thinking on my own. (This is the kind of information we spoke out about to mental health- who earned educational credits listening to us speak- back in the early 90s.)
I really appreciate your expressed depth of insight and for caring to know about mind control. It has been a long and precarious process surviving to even reach this point, and I know you can relate to the difficult task of making truth heard above these tumultuous "daze" of deliberate misinformation. Compound that by the fact that we are revealing a truth folks don't want to believe anyway, and they'll find any excuse, diversion, superstition, etc. to close their eyes to the reality of mind control... until it hits home. Thank you for choosing to keep your eyes, mind and heart open ... and for understanding Mark's position under the circumstances. I am loved for who I am true-to-soul (pretty phenomenal all in itself for anyone!) and the absoulute love Mark and I share keeps him fiercly protective, made it possible for me to fully recover, and further validates my personal belief in universoul justice and balance! As discussed yesterday, truth can't come to light fast enough- it would have to be retroactive- and still we strive diligently toward that goal through every means possible. Those of us on the front lines of this mind war must stay focused on our goal rather than pointing at each other like the media conditions u.s. to do. Divided we fall. By being united in cause rather than by force makes a world of difference.
Following are a few of the many poems I've "vented" that certainly reflect the way I think now that I am free to think for myself. I look forward to meeting in person, and regret that finances have prevented it thus far. Hopefully folks will wake up and real-eyes that financial support of u.s. who have a voice will ultimately give voice to them.
Truth prevails and love wins allways,
Cathy
by Cathy O'Brien
Mind control is absolute
no free thought, will, or soul
terrorized into compliance
to do only as told.
Mind control's evolving with
advanced computerization
manufacturing terrorists
to erode our civilization.
Terrorists reflect a cause
that has no heart or soul
mind controlled and focused
to dehumanize our globe.
Kamikaze airplane pilots
following terrorist instruction
shook u.s. awake and to our knees
with death and mass destruction.
Bewildered by the inhumane
Americans are terror-eyesed
we learn our country's own secrets
on mind control when we ask "why".
We cannot counter terrorists
when we're kept in the dark
Let's bring mind control to light
and freedom to our heart.
by Cathy O'Brien
Sounds of silence fill the skies
and echo in my head
like a pause
for the cause
of thousands of u.s. dead.
Air traffic has ceased now
there is no airplane vibe
the only sound
is below ground
reverberating terror-eyes.
There's no cause for terrorists
there's no cause for war
at high cost
lives are lost
through means we can't ignore.
Mind control breeds terrorists
Terrorists breed mind control
humanity
is set free
by this truth they Need-to-Know.
Perspectives and priorities
change as truth's brought to light
real-eyes
terror dies
when the world, with cause, unites.
by Cathy O'Brien
Collective consciousness will raise
as truth is brought to light
empowering people everywhere
with wisdom and insight.
When people lead, leaders follow
its time they step aside
and we emerge in peace and truth
and put aside false pride.
People all around the world
are seeking the same things
peace and love and happiness
that only wisdom brings.
There's strength in numbers and within
its time we find a voice
and stop the few from mass destruction
while we still have a choice.
by Cathy O'Brien
What may affect the future
could be passed as a present
since knowledge in a box
appears complete and pleasant.
But truth doesn't fit in a box
and still allow for us to grow
There is no box big enough
to hold all we Need-to-Know.
To package up our knowledge
and label it absolute
stops us from looking further
and growing with the truth.
Life is full of questions
answered with conclusions
that may lack crucial factors
and be drawn from masked illusions.
The first piece of a puzzle
won't reflect the whole
just as personal projection
won't always reflect the soul.
No one really knows it all
though some may think they do
They pack their thoughts up in a box
and present it "all" to you.
Keep your eyes and mind open
unchain mental locks
grow with increasing knowledge
and know there is no box.
by Cathy O'Brien
The human condition
has been conditioned wrong
socially engineered
and divided all along.
Disjointed we are weaker
so refocus and connect
by Internet in cyberspace
as the new Globally Correct.
Drawing on our heritage
we each know something more
lets combine our wisdom
and learn what love is for.
With love there is no question
wisdom outthinks a criminal mind
its time to bring truth to light
and merge as humankind.
We're stronger than the elite few
who's social engineering plan
can e-merge into free thought free will
in a giant step for man.
Peace on earth, of life and mind
is natural evolution
for those attuned to love's vibe
as the global soulution.
Don't comply with New World Orders
connect through techknowledgey
be the new Globally Correct
and with love become free!
by Cathy O'Brien
Peaceful noncompliance
and alternate soulutions
will overcome war and strife
through natural evolution.
Stop social engineering
its easy to rise above
when we expand our vision
and look through the eyes of love.
Stop racial social violence
its really not our war
diversion and division
is what we've been conditioned for.
Stop genetic engineering
its gone on far too long
support the numerous scientists
who know its logically wrong.
Stop fighting in the name of God
when God is known as love
religious semantics
have controlled us long enough.
Stop the noise of HAARP's vibe
support scientists who care
Keep the CIA off drugs
if your really "dare".
Stop corporate domination
don't comply with their wealth
reclaim our right to free enterprise
our economy and health.
Stop the rape of Alaska
don't buy Bush-Cheney oil
support those who will provide
without exploiting our soil.
Stop global education
that's targeting our youth
by altering our history
let's reinstate the truth.
Stop injustice in our courts
before it is to late
lawyers use subliminals
to control and manipulate.
Stop terrorsts programmed with hate
terror begets mind control
this is a vicious cycle
that is threatening our soul.
Stop mind control in its tracks
by arming others with insight
Knowledge is our only defense
lets bring this truth to light.
Peaceful noncompliance
combined with viable soulutions
will place our leaders behind u.s.
through our conscious rEvolution.
by Cathy O'Brien
Overcome PTSD
through psychoLogical ways
heighten your awareness
and depart from terror's daze.
Beware of what you see and read
when trauma terrorizes
it's a known fact after trauma
your suggestibility rises.
Emotion dealt with logically
allows you to freely think
analyze what's going on
arm yourself with insight and blink.
Avoid repetitious programs
shut off TV and then
arm yourself with logic
by using paper and pen.
Shift emotion to logic
by writing out your pain
simply moving a pen uses
the logic part of your brain.
Blink and move eyes side to side
reassociate through math
even balancing a checkbook
will rebalance your brain's path.
Gather your wits and stay aware
strengthen true-to-soul
re-prioritize what counts
then study up on mind control.
arms you with wisdom to make sense
of these daze of mind control
-knowledge is our only defense.
by Cathy O'Brien
Intelligence without wisdom
provides insight with no soul
how can spies be above reproach
under mind control?
Intelligence agencies
mind controlled today
extend to our militaries
NSA and CIA.
Exisiting in the moment
robotically programmed
they can't think to judge their foe
or think to give a damn.
Programs under mind control
are always justified
by handlers who keep tallies
of how many spies survive.
Visual acuity
and having "no time to bleed"
equips our special forces
with combat survival needs.
Photographic memory
that spies can't think to bring to mind
serve to secure secrets
and leave their past behind.
With no conscious awareness
its hard to recognize
who's programmed for u.s. or them
and who will terrorize.
The only way to combat terror
is stop using mind control
free thought is a prerequisite
to look behind the eyes to soul.
by Cathy O'Brien
The glitch is in the matrix
exert evolution now
learn to think past what to think
and evolve with knowing how.
How to think is mind expanding
what to think is what we're told
its time to think beyond the box
and rise above media mind control.
We've been socially engineered
for genocide through revolution
wisely rise above program
and exert peaceful evolution.
When people lead, leaders follow
it's truth that makes u.s. free
arms you with evolution's key.
(c) Cathy O'Brien
